Just had a chance to check in. I'm beyond heartbroken to learn of Lil' Dad's death. I started watching falcon nests when I just happened upon a video of San Jose and was totally fascinated with Clara. I then looked for other cams and found Harrisburg, then Columbus, and finally S2. I was in love with Lil' Dad right from the start. He was Soo... cute and Mom would boss him around telling him what to do. He was the most loving falcon dad that I ever saw. He loved his babies, always looking for an opportunity to get on the eggs and the chicks, even bringing food to distract Niecey. He was large and in charge when NG arrived, I think that he even stayed on the eggs all night when NG was scared during a violent storm, once. He and NG were so entertaining. So playful. He took care of the juveniles when she was lost, that was so sad. He worked hard to win Niecey over and she was lucky to have him. He was well experienced by then and took care of her and the chicks, always looking for a chance to help with the feeding and taking the leftovers away to save or have for himself. Always coming back from his winter break to run any male intruders off to claim his place again. Unfortunately, this time, he didn't win in the end. Seeing him here and bonding and mating with Niecey gave me hope that we would have him another year. I really hoped for that. But it didn't happen and I cannot get over it. Sorry. But I will not watch this nest this year and maybe never again. I cannot watch San Jose either as I was so attached to Clara. If Columbus comes back up, I will follow Durand as I connected with her and her struggles. S2 and Pa could not be replaced, for me anyway.
Jane, when I saw the new male looking through the back door, my heart dropped. I even hoped that it could be him. After falcon watching for 14 years, I have decided that I may not be cut out for it.
But I so love the precious moments. We'll see.
I know that everybody is hurting and I am so sorry. I am grateful that I got to see Lil' Dad in person one year, and met all of you wonderful guys in Harrisburg. I will always feel a connection with you. Best trip I ever made.
Lynn
Rest in peace Lil' Dad. Job, well done.